Skinny love : starving

the look on your face when i uttered those words
and the taste in my mouth that lingered:
and when i said goodbye i wish i woulda hugged you harder and
when i said goodbye wish i woulda held you closer and

no matter how hard i try to give us
another chance i held on just a little too long
and im sorry i broke your heart
and im sorry i couldnt give you mine
give you mine

i could no longer bear to see you in
the pain
and i felt guilty when i looked into your eyes
for everything i aid to you i meant it
and although i might notve lied
i did worse; lied to myself



Skinny love: to be a hungry love: to be unsatisfied: love lacking excitement , part of love.

you were happy being someone

lets go far far far from home
ill be glad to be with someone.



It stormed all night, went to bed as the light came up and the morning started with showers. The storm hasnt really moved out... The sky is thick with clouds, dark clouds. But the sun shines through and it gets hot. Were supposed to have winds reaching 50mph. A battle between storm and the safe haven that follows. Time stands still, back and forth, paralyzed in a period of transition (ha, acid's dusk effect)
The boys are playing botchie ball outside. An endrogenous body walks by with rainbow hair. What a contrast.



Ate shrooms for the first time later that night. Talk about a day of transfixion